User blog:SethStewart90/Statement in regards to the recent events

Hello everyone on SBFW, Seth here.

I am writing you this off of here because I am currently blocked on the main SBFW wiki page, I have done some stupid shit last weekend and i'll explain.

Last week, Travis made another bureaucrat request and that made me angry and pissed off. I'll admit that sometimes i'll make some excuses at times but not all the time. As you all know, I suffer from Autism and several mental disorders (PTSD and IED.) And severe depression. SBFW was a major contributor to my depression helping me develop my own spin-off The End of My Soul and The Infection. I wanted to express my very own opinions/concerns about his request and that got mixed reception.

Then my IED got worse when I gotten so mad that i made some sockpuppet accounts (Discord and on the main SBFW) basically being an jerk. I even said "Fuck all SBFW users" which i would never intend on saying that if i was a normal person.

Last night, Drama risen again in the SBFW discord server basically me being harassed and so I took my frustations out on Travis by making several sockpuppet accounts and joining the Discord under different aliases even messaging mean things to Travis and mean things to Dan, the admin for SBFW on the main page using a different sockpuppet account. I also said that i was quitting SBFW for good which i don't know if i should.

I offer my extent apologies to everyone on here (including the SBFW users on the main page) for my outbursts last week. As i explained on the weekend that my depression was due to my mother passing away due to diabetes in 2013 and mainly just batting my own personal demons.

I know i am not perfect and i can get a bit hot-headed at times, So once again i am deeply and emotionally sorry to everyone on SBFW for offending you all and hopefully i can be forgiven at a certain point. I would like to continue making edits on SBFW and contributing on here.

Thank you all.

Thank you.